things i am, ft. my friends, and click here here to know more about my awesome IRLs!!!

beebee, when we hung out in 2025(?):

Celestia, you are one of the most complex yet wild person I've met. You are spontaneous, and in a way, I idolize you and there are just so many things about you that is just so amazing and that I love.

You know, if I ever need to feel better about me, I'll run to you. You are beautiful, and oh my god your fashion sense is awesome, and like oh my god how can you do so many things at the same time!

Bhai, I love you(r) Japanese, so music translation?! but like you're just so cool man.

note: this is an exact transcript of what my pwetty beebee wrote with a red pen in my magenta purple diary when we were all eating chilli chicken at that Chinese place near my house and you literally dropped something on my book and now there's two orange stains on the third and fourth lines.


elsie, when we hung out in 2025(?):

HiHiHiHi Celestia!! This is very corny, but if I want to write to/for you, The first thing I would write is how much I love you. Im very very grateful to have met you. Also I dont write, so my apologies for the simple vocabulary.

Im also in awe and immensely grateful (idk why im just grateful) that I met you and I get to be your friend. Pls dont change ill Kill you (youre still a █████ ███████ █████ ████). Also youre very amazing (ik this will inflate your ego but still). Also again, I love you very very much.

note: this is an exact transcript of what my bbg elsie wrote with a black pen in my magenta purple diary when we were all eating chilli chicken (tho you and kiwi ate paneer) at that Chinese place near my house and you were very eloquent, trust.


jj, when we hung out in 2025(?):

Hey love! Lmao I genuinely do not know what to say yet I have so much to say *sob*. Like, I just don't know how to put it into words. Well lemme just tell you something. I LOVE your yap sessions. I legit love hearing you yap. Like it's been such a joy to be with you. I use to think you dd didn't

note: this is an exact transcript of what my darling jj wrote with a blue pen in my magenta purple diary when we were all eating chilli chicken at that Chinese place near my house. unfortunately, whatever you were going to say is lost to time:( and you had the shortest message but the chicken was indeed the most important thing that hour:3


kiwi, when we hung out in 2025(?):

Y You're one of the coolest people I have ever met. And yes, this sounds sossososo cliche but it's the truth. I still remember the first time we talked and I intuitively knew that we were gonna be great friends.

I f███ing love your brain. I love the way you think and I love knowing your opinion on weird sh██ and literally anything! I really wish you'd see yourself as a beautiful and wonderful and intelligent and curious and smart and the way you make those silly dad jokes.

Okay this was after you made a cawing noise. I love how quirky you are. I love your hypocritic tendencies. I love your sarcastic one-liners. I hope. No. I want us to remain friends for as long as I'm alive and read your fanfiction and hear you yap about your wildest theories.

You really are a wonderful being. Dont put yourself down it really pi makes me sad :(

I'm always here for you. I am always here to talk to you about the weirdest sh██

note: this is an exact transcript of what my sweet kiwi wrote with a cyan pen in my magenta purple diary when we were all eating chilli chicken (and you and elsie had the better paneer) at that Chinese place near my house. you left the longest message! i love all of you so much, and i don't know if you four will ever see this, but thank you. genuinely, thank you for being in my life.


peanut, sometime around November 2023:

  1. motivates people
  2. Hooty (note: from The Owl House) scares then 'awh, mah babie'
  3. am myself, no one else
  4. does not care about things
  5. does not give a sh!t when people backbit██
  6. lawful weeb
  7. b████ don't u ever feel down. you are one of those ppl who take people high from bottom
  8. you make me wanna be a better person
  9. love you being my grammar corrector
  10. might do childish but are mature as heck sometimes

note: this is exactly transcripted from the hastily scrawled writings of my dearest peanut in my (now-)tattered green diary while we were on our way back home from school in tenth grade. my inner 'grammar corrector' is honestly fuming at how i could possibly let this stay on here but i think that me editing it would be unfair to the both of us:3